i don’t have too much to say again today. nothing has really changed. i’m still a mess.
luckily i have so many wonderful people to talk to and just get things out. i thrive on this. if i don’t have anyone to run things by i’ll talk to myself about them. this often just leads me in circles as i never give myself good advice. i just give myself more questions.
i did get off the exit for M’s on my way home from work yesterday. this is not a good sign for him. i used to just pop over unannounced all the time to do fun things and bring some love. but now when i do it it’s a pretty good sign that i’m about to cry. alot. poor M. (kinda’)
i also have a bump inmy ear. i felt it a few days ago when i jammed a q-tip in there. and then it hurt when i bumped it with my phone. and it even hurt when i was taking a dress off and it brushed by it. so now i can’t sleep in my right side unless i prop my head up on my hand so my ear doesn’t have to press against the pillow. i’ve had this before. i have no idea what it is, what causes it, or what helps it. but it slowly goes away. it’s just super painful in the meantime.
i feel like kramer with the new layout. wiiiiide laaaanes (making hand gestures of moving a steering wheel on large a zigzag pattern)
my apt. is a wreck. i started pulling out spring stuff the other day, but didn’t really finish up. mostly because i got stuck in the summer stuff and deciding what i really should pull out and what should stay put away. plus i should have taken the trash out on monday. instead i just sat around like the lazy slug i’ve been lately. now it stinks in here. and i really should take it out today but the problem is i’m still super lazy.
normally i would really be looking forward to all the stuff that’s coming up. we have M’s cooking class on friday (the one i got him for his birthday). we have the good st. pat’s festival this weekend (don’t ask… this place is so weird about how/when they chose to celebrate holidays). we’ve also got a road race i’m having people over for (since it runs by my place 2x) and i really love hosting and then our DC weekend is right around the corner. i should be very excited. but as i said yesterday, i’m blah.
~ today i learned… A stick of juicy fruit has only 10 calories, about the same as one bite of wheat bread (again, thanks to miss Penelope -you’re making this easy : )
